Okay, tonight’s one of the busiest night’s I’ve had in weeks and that’s not an understatement. For the first time in two years, my two mobile phones were ringing left and right, and there were important text messages coming through for possible work and even for job interviews. On top of that, I was also online having a video conference and online conference with an on going client of mine.

So yes, I do feel like a call center, going through secure web servers, webmails and also wearing this headset with a microphone. Is this a sign of things to come? Truth is, I did apply to a few call centers since there are several openings for a technical writer.

Anyway, the weather is really freaky. I swallowed up the walkway like morning coffee while meeting up with Constipated Diva near Greenbelt. We had breakfast together as I brought my four mushroom pesto pasta, apple juice and some vitamins and minerals. I’m glad Diva enjoyed the breakfast. On my part, I was inducted to the wonderful world of Ellen Digeneres? Did I get her name right? I hope so since I don’t want to look it up in Google at the moment.

I was laughing so hard every few minutes! She’s absolutely hilarious! Why? I’ve never laughed this hard for a morning talk show. And I love the way she dances! Man! She can really move that booty!

Aside from the tv show, I went around Makati and visited a few friends in their offices and brought them food. I’ve been in such a good mood lately, that I’ve been able to spend more time reading the Bible again, and also really pray for other people. I know that sounds strange to most people, but spirituality and knowing God is very important to me. And that’s something I don’t mind stressing again and again here in my blog.

So what did praying for others achieve? I don’t know. I would have to ask the people I pray for. There are others that I don’t even manage to tell them about it. I just hope that somehow God bestows spiritual enlightenment and blessings on their lives. That’s all. As for me, praying for others shifts the focus from me and makes me think of other people and their needs. When I think about them, and pray for them, I become less self conscious.

I’ve learned to laugh again, and I do mean laugh hard and smile more often. The pain is still there, of losing loved ones yes — but it doesn’t sting anymore or as deeply as it did the first time around. I hope I’ve not become emotionally dense. I hope that I am just learning to develop more strength to face life with gusto…….